Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Lost
Being dumped by someone u love whole heartedly is super painful. You will feel stupid of devoting urself to him especially when the relationship breaks after years of sacrifices that you have put it. Itz worst when things are fine and the break up happened all of a sudden. Reasons like "wanting to be single", "still finding direction in life", "not being ready", "wants to widen up choices" and such are just lame excuses especially when the relationship are more than 2 years..
But itz more hurting when you have to leave someone due to circumstances like the future. Some things are hard to explain. I had to do it because of some reasons. I cant expect people to understand how it feels but I just hope things will get better for us.
This is the second time in my life, 8 years since the first, that I have to face both situations and I just cant explain how it feels. I wonder why am I being placed in this situations. Is it because Im bad? Or is it because Im strong? I believe God will only test us within our limit and our capability of handling the matter.
Whatever my decisions might be for us later, I just have to do it for our own good future.. Time will tell.. But the most important thing: I LOVE U...
giving Up doesnt mean we r weak,sometimes it means we r strong enough to let go
MNGirl Scribbles 4:40 PM
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