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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
I received this message from 2 different people.
"A woman has strengths that can amaze men. She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens. She holds happiness, love and opinions. She smiles when she feels like screaming. She sings when she feels like crying and laugh when she's afraid. Her love is unconditional! There's only one thing with her, she sometimes forgets what she is worth..."
"The value of a woman Beatifully said:
Be careful if you make a woman cry coz God counts her tears. A woman came out of a man's rib not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior over but from his side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected and next to the heart to be loved."
But why do men dont see their efforts? Why doesnt they see their devotions? Why do they make them tear? Especially their love ones?
How do you value a woman? Firstly, do you know the value of a woman? Would guys protect their pride? Save them from getting hurt? I wonder how many will do...
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Had some misunderstanding with Saiful. When two people get together, means there's two minds trying to combine into 1. Trying to adapt with the situation and trying to understand each other's feelings. Time to time again, I believe itz just the matter of time...
Thanks to Nur and XiuPing who had let me confided in them.. Nvr did I imagine that I would rolled that tears of mine in the office.. But I just did... Anyways, that sharing sessions was great. I just hope both of you will find your happiness soon.. XiuPing, please dont cry anymore coz right now, your feelings are playing around with you. Dont let ur emotions control you... Nur, be firm with you decisions. Dont let that feeling of your overcome you...
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Went back straight to Downtown East to buy movie tix. Dear owe me a movie! I wanted to watch 4Bia.. But we eneded up watching Mirrors coz Dear's fren said nice. N yeah...so we watched that instead. Break- fast in the movie. We had just hotdog bun and nachos. Well well, itz the 1st time we break our fast in the movie and when itz nearly time break-fast, Dear took a sip of that coke! He totally forgot that he's fasting. Lol! Luckiy he didnt swallow if not it will be a waste.
After movie, went to get some food as my baby was hungry. Then headed to lepak at bedok reservoir with Azmi, Ezzat and Khairul. Met Ell there.
Dear sent me home using Khairul's car. Went to get his supper 1st then sent me home. Sat at the carpark for awhile coz i "merajok" becoz of some things. *hehe*
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
Dear came to my house without telling me! I havent bathe!!! haha.. thanks for that lil surprise sayang.. Eventhough I was shocked + shy but you made my day =) But im sorry for being mad at you coz you didnt inform me you were out. I wasnt aware of ur real intentions for doing that.. Really appreciate ur effort for giving me that lil surprise...
Well, friday outing with those testers was cool! I was expecting the rest to join la but they had they plans so left only me Nur Xiuping Yukun Eric and Minghui. Jason, Xiuping's and minghui's fren joined us later during pool.
Didint get to eat at Ayam Penyet Ria coz it was fully booked. Should have called up for booking man.. So we had dinner at Mac. Lol! Nur claims that Lucky Plaza's Mac taste better. *roll eyes*
Ouh Ya! Fyi our lil missy fell! I think she was so excited over Jason who came over to join us. Overall, that outing was cool! Im looking forward to the next outing.
*Psst..I hope this friendship wont end just because we're just interns for a few months there...Keep in touch peeps! ;-)*
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Saturday, September 20, 2008
Went out alone today. Itz been quite sometime since I had bus rides! Long bus rides. It just made me feel relax. That moment of sitting in the bus alone, enjoying the scenery while listening to my ipod was very relaxing. My handphone still in my hands..Waiting patiently for ur call/msgs.. Itz 2plus in the afternoon but I havent hear from you.
Decided to go to East Coast to chill. Enjoy the breeze of air, hearing the sound of the waves somehow made me felt relieve. Free from thinking about whats bothering me. Not only about you..
Met this lady who came up to me to talk. She kinda friendly.. While talking, it started to rain. She asked tme to go over to her tent to chat. Met her husband. Yeah some things that i wouldnt want to describe about that day about that couple.
Dear finally messaged me and he was somehow angry that I was with them. He told me to walk off from there and he'll meet me. *I like the meeting part..hehe..* I believe he was worried for me. *I know U love me..=)*
Brought me to Vivo to walk around and break-fast at banquet. Bumped into Hashim and all the union gang. They were from Challengers outing. Well well...how come I didnt know??
After Vivo, Dear brought me to Airport and we sat at Polar cakes. He's craving for cakes!! Lol!
Took some shots of him.. Cool! hehe..
I really enjoyed myself dear.. Thanks for the day =)
P/S: Thanks to those who have entertained me when I was down..
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
While I was blog-hopping, I saw this..
TELL ME, HOW MANY GUYS WOULD ACTUALLY DO ALL THIS, SINCERELY.
COME ON! OWN UP!
When she walks away from you mad[ follow her ]
When she stares at your mouth[ smile...then kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you[ hug her tight ]
When she starts cursing at you[ say i love you ]
When she's quiet[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]
When she ignores you[ act cute so she'll notice you ]
When she pulls away[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst[ tell her you love her and she still looks amazing ]
When you see her start crying[hold her...ask her what's wrong]
When you see her walking[ approach her..give a kiss on the cheek. ]
When she's scared[assure her you're not goin to leave her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder[ tilt your head too and hold her hand ]
When she steals your favorite hat[ let her keep it]
When she teases you[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you[ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands[ Hold hers and play with herfingers ]
When she bumps into you[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes[ dont look away until she does ]
When she misses you[ she's HURTING inside ]
WHEN YOU BREAK HER HEART[ THE PAIN NEVER REALLY GO AWAY ]
When she says its over[ she STILL wants you to be hers ]
When she repost this bulletin[ she wants you to read it ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie/show with her even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world. (ya right !)
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Went home straight after work. Saiful went to JB with his other 2 frens. Quite worried for him though. I hope he's fine there. They went there to do raya shopping..*so makcik sey*.. Rushed home as break-fast was near... Even by leaving work at 530pm dont do anything much. I reached home just on time for buke. Cant even rest awhile.
Itz been quite sometime me being at home this early.. At times I enjoyed myself being at home. When there's nothing to worry and when everybody seems pretty calm...
Today I just feel weird. Suddenly I think about my late grandma. This 25th Sept will be exactly 1year she left us. I dunno why but she's always in my thoughts..and lately itz every now and then.. Is it because I miss her? Is it because she around me without me knowing? Yes..I missed her lots. Many things about her made me smile eventhough when she' angry. She pampered me lots. Real lots.. Im just sad that I couldnt get to hear what she wanted to say during her few days before she left. She wasnt that strong to communicate 2months before she left. And within that 2months, she was in and out from the hospital. I knew she was in pain.
Everytime I visited her be it at home or hospital, im glad that she still recognize me. She knew I was there beside her. I missed the moment when she holds my hand thight everytime I visited her. N that kisses that she gave me..really touched me. She made herself strong to even hold my hands thight. 3days before she left, she called for me. She grabs my hands and wanted to say/tell me something.. But she couldnt even say it out.. I wasnt that strong to even recall that moment. I just gave her a kiss and hugged her. That was the last.. But im still wondering what is it that she's trying to tell me.. If I were to know it, I promised that i'll fulfill it.. For my beloved grandma.
My late uncle is also on my mind. He passed away exactly 2weeks after my grandma.. I pray for the best of both souls.. N i hope they rest in peace after all the sufferrings they've went through...
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Went to buke at Simpang bedok with Saiful.. I enjoyed that moment of us together. Just by us sitting down and eat, makes me happy. =) Went back to his home to get his soccer stuffs and he uses the van. Went to Pasir Ris park for awhile and had some talk. Dear sent me home at 930pm and then he went for soccer at East Coast.
My working hours might change to 8pm-530am. *bleargh* N my location might varies. YCK (office) or Tanjong Pagar (client). I just feel like taking up the offer because it will only last during my attachment period (3weeks more) but there are a few factors to consider if I were to work night shift..
- no extra pay
- fasting month: break-fast will be a rush.. no proper sahur
- raya preparation: how to help to clean up and all??
- raya coming: will work on raya eve and will only reach home morning of hari raya
- cant go dating with dear at night
- no outing with peeps
- no phone calls with dear
So should I or not?? *thinking*
Took some pics again with my crazy collegues..
Isnt that tongue cool?? I find it weird!!
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Break- fast at Kampong Chai Chee Restaurant yesterday. Reached early. So Dear went to the bike shop nearby. I didnt know that he wanted to change his bike until I heard his converstaion with the salesman. I thought he was only surveying the bikes there. He had a good offer but yet cant decide. That salesman gave him a day to think about it.
I dun think itz advisable for him to change his bike now. Itz not really a need to fork out extra every month with current condition now. There are so many important things to settle right now. I dun mind any transportation as long we meet each other..*wink* I hope you make a good decision after we disscussed..
His fren Wan and wife wanted to give us a treat but im not sure wats the ocassion. We had Beef Beansprouts, Ikan Siakap 3 Rasa, Seafood Kailan, Shark Fins "Shop", Thai Chicken and Black Pepper Prawn with Fried Rice/ White Rice. That was a goody good meal!
Headed to Pasir Ris for bowl. Had 2 games and then dear sent me home. Im Late!! Itz 1130pm already!!!
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Sunday, September 14, 2008
Went out to shop for shoes for raya. Went to TM then buke at Qiji. Then headed to Geylang to hunt for my outfit. A blue outfit caught my eye but sad-ness.. I cant fit in the kain and if I were to take a bigger size, it wont look nice...So I gave up.. Finally, saw nice nice white outfit and the price was reasonable. Without consulting mum and dear, I just grab and pay for it.
Something that worries me.. Dear had to help out painting at his fren's hse.. his condition really cant do such things.. A lil pissed but trying to maintain.. I just hope he's fine..
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I got the approval from my supervisor, team leader and my liason officer to leave early during the fasting month. Instead of 6pm, I am allowed to leave at 5.30pm. Thanks!
Went to break fast with Dear and his friends at Arab Street yesterday. His frens has already booked seats at Al-Majlis.
*Itz so hard to snap a shot of u smiling..that way..*
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Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Dear trying to make up for his treatment towards me yesterday. He tried to cheer me up by asking me out for a movie. *hehe* I was trying not to say YES eventhough I missed him. I was trying to see how sincere he was. *sorry bie* Indeed he was. He called me at work and did came out with converstaions and made me talked. And I did! So much for wanting to act mad at him. *but I was.. initially* I cant! I cant be mad at him too long.. I dunno why..
Went to Cineleisure to collect the tix and then went to break fast at BK. Bumped into Haikal and gf. I still remembered when Haikal and I was being paired up to be the dance leader in FOC 07/08. That was cool!
Show at 7.40pm! Had a quick meal and headed to Level 9. Was a bit lost here. For a moment we were wondering is there any theater at level 9?? Haha.. I think itz preview. We watched Make It Happen.. Story line was somehow expected. I just love the dance moves. Damn seductive.
Dear cant make up his mind whether to go eat prata or to have polar cakes. N we eneded up at Rasa 21 coz he wanted Ice Jelly. *lol* Sent me home at around 1045pm..
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Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Attachment is fun with fun people around. They just motivates me to travel all the way from home to work. If not, I wouldnt want to be at work with task given which I can complete within 1-2hours or even earlier. And the rest of the time was spent doing nothing but playing games and listening to music. That makes me feel guilty of being in the office with busy people around and me doing nothing.
This was what Me and Nur did during lunch time today. This whole month will be spending my time in the office during lunch time as it is fasting month. We had nothing better to do except sharing of jokes and playing games like tic-tac-toe. Lol! To Nur: Practice makes perfect ;-P
Dear fetched me and we went to break fast at Food Culture. Bumped into Shikin and Asrol. Sat with them. Dear was quiet all along. Itz really not him. He treated me differently. I knew it was about that conversation that we had but, this isnt the right way to treat me. Being quiet wont settle things..
Went to Geylang with my family and my 3 little cousins. Went to buy for them Raya outfit.. They looked so happy to get those stuffs. My dad bought for them a pair of outfit and a pair of shoes. My lil cousin age 3yrs old was damn cute that day! Funny funny words that i never hear b4 like "ski-lim" which means ice-cream and also "ex-chus-me" which means excuse me. *hehe* And cute little conversations from her cracks me up. You made my day dearest cuzzies..=)
Bie treated me differently today. He didnt tallk to me, no calls from him, messages not replied, didnt inform me where he went (but i do know). Didnt expect that treatment from him..Seriously. For the 1st time, I really cried. I just dunno how to take it as. U got me all wrong..Well, I just hope that things will be fine soon.. Hopefully by tmr..Coz I miss hearing from you..
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Monday, September 08, 2008
At Work: Pantry.. Time: 10.11am
*engrossed in making their drinks..*
After work, went to break fast at Arnold again and this time round with As and Yat joining us. Reached Paya Lebar at 640pm. "Hunting" for Raya outfit again today. I wonder why isnt there any outfit that catches my eye. Or am I too fussy?? Sorry dear. Had to drag you all over Geylang to find my perfect outfit.. Promise you the next time round when we go, i'll get it done.
Had something that caught our attention. Outfit from Bimla was one of our choice. The couple ones but Dear doesnt like the guy's outfit. Now..who's fussy?? LOL! Nvm..There's still 3weeks to festival.
Went separate ways from my siblings. Met up at Mac at Tampines to lepak. Luckily we reached there early. If not, I'll be caught in the rain. Pity Dear had to go home in that heavy heavy rain..
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Saturday, September 06, 2008
Cant decide if I should follow Dear to break-fast with his NS cliques coz im still sore about him not being enthu about our 1st mth. Eventhough itz only a month, i thought he was the one who will be anxious about it. Well, my thoughts were wrong. No big deal for 1st mth..or even monthly anniversary.. Mayb Im used to being pampered during anniversaries in the past evnthough itz monthly and eventhough theres no gifts.. All I wanted was to spend time and be by ur side. I dun even care if there's no gifts.. Seriously. I just need the Love..
Dear fetched me from home. He tried to cheer me up by this conversation:
Dear: Bie, asal tak pakai baju merah?
Me: Pasal i tak nak kai same ngan u.
Dear: Nape bie??
Me: Tak nak... U ley kai sepasang ngan my slipar. Red jugak.
Dear: Ok..Same jugak ngan the printed heart on ur baju kan??
Me: *Smiled*
Yeah.. His conversation was damn lame but it cracks me up. Lol! Headed to East Coast Park to break-fast with his cliques and their gfs. Yeah...finally i did followed. Nice outing.. Sadly the four couples had to spilt up as there's not much big tables. And sadly, Safiyah (did i get the right spelling?), need to go off to work and Nis had to be home early... If not we can bowl sey..
*The couples*
*Me n Nis*
*Madi Saiful Yani Nis*
*Adha Safiyah Zul Kad*
ECP was very windy so we decided to go back to Tampines. Met Shikin, Asrol, Azmi and Ezzat. Went to coffeebean to chill and yah...we played UNO! Lol!
*Raya-ing on the 18/10/08 with Dear's soccermates..
Expecting Asrol,Shikin, Azmi, Ezzat,Khairul,Alip,Ika, Fir,Mas, Ali and gf, Aim and gf and i dunno who else.. Lol!*
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Friday, September 05, 2008
Happy 1st Month to Dearie..
Eventhough itz only 1 mth old, I just wish for that happiness for us and may we be strong in facing anything that comes..
Went back to school after work to catch up on the Challenger's Camp. Missed another of Union Camp. Dear fetched me from work and then went straight to school. Wasnt in a good mood. Dear keep irritating me. *sulk*. Didnt enjoy myself anyways. The rest also left early. Was expecting to leave ard 11plus. But these people cheered me up!
*FOC 07/08 GLs and Freshies*
The camp seems a boring one. Suddenly it reminds me of those times when I was a GL. Itz was damn cool experience.. The process of going through meetings (until late night), adapting to people that we dunknow (until becoming close buddies), coming out with cheers (eventhough it sucks), painting the flag (from the old one to the new design), trash talks in the middle of free time even midnight (resulting in good friendships), having cool cool freshies (i love taking care of them) and many more things... I just miss camp!
Some pics to reminisce
*DAGONET FAMILY*
*That free flow ICE-CREAM for supper*
*Me with my two lil joker*
*Trial Camp 07/08*
*My Babies..Dago 1*
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Thursday, September 04, 2008
The 4th day of Ramadhan.. Went to break-fast with my Yanti n Raihan. Suppossed to be a triple date but Yat couldnt make it so there goes As, losing mood to join us. Well, the next time round sis!
Dear fetched me from work. Reached Arnold at 645pm. This time we got to sit for the 1st batch. Thanks to Raihan and Yanti. Went all the way there at 4pm to queue for reservations. After that, we went to "hunt" for baju raye.. Yanti's and As's couple colour this year is Brown. Wat a coincidence. Well, for me, it will be either White or Hot Pink. Planning to have turqoise. Tot of having another colour coz there will be 2 days me and Saiful will be going out raya-ing. So it might be either 1 new colour and another one maybe Black??
Went to dear's home to change to van and went to fetch Yanti at Tampines. Nice oouting! =)
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Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Decided to break-fast aThe Naked Fish Shoppe. He brought me there coz it was near my workplace and furthermore, it was raining heavily. The food there was nice and the environment was very cozy. Their staffs are all very friendly. Nice experience for a first timer like me =)
*decorated by our mr saiful, who is entertaining me with those shells..*
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Finally had a briefing! At least im learning something new! Using the mainframe and learn the steps in the mainframe. I had the experience handling mainframe when I was working in Maybank. Somehow itz a little bit the same but there's something new too. Actually I like to handling mainframe coz when u get the hang of it, you'll get addicted (not sure for others)..
Dear called saying he's done with his appoinment and now on his way to fetch me. Planning to eat at Naked Fish Shoppe if it rains by the time he reach. If not, we'll just go to the east as Im too tired to get back late.. Havent been getting enough sleep lately..
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