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Sunday, March 23, 2008
Halal Food Indonesian and Wedding Fair 2008
Had this booth at Singapore expo for 5 days but I was told at the very last minute and so my ice cream n shave ice had to come in 1 day later. So, the 1st days was to slack! Anyways, I didnt have any mood to do anything after the break up thing. My sis accompanied me the whole day.
Everything went well. Fiza came down to help and cheer me up. *gee*. Thanks my dear friend. I just need someone to divert my attention from the matter.
I Look Sick!
Our Mr Shairazi promised to drop by if he's around the area. Nurul too! And Mun! Haha... You guys cheat my feelings.. *sad*
I didnt make any profits! I guess I just cant work well without my love ones around me...
shd i hate myself for that??
MNGirl Scribbles 3:12 PM
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Lost
Being dumped by someone u love whole heartedly is super painful. You will feel stupid of devoting urself to him especially when the relationship breaks after years of sacrifices that you have put it. Itz worst when things are fine and the break up happened all of a sudden. Reasons like "wanting to be single", "still finding direction in life", "not being ready", "wants to widen up choices" and such are just lame excuses especially when the relationship are more than 2 years..
But itz more hurting when you have to leave someone due to circumstances like the future. Some things are hard to explain. I had to do it because of some reasons. I cant expect people to understand how it feels but I just hope things will get better for us.
This is the second time in my life, 8 years since the first, that I have to face both situations and I just cant explain how it feels. I wonder why am I being placed in this situations. Is it because Im bad? Or is it because Im strong? I believe God will only test us within our limit and our capability of handling the matter.
Whatever my decisions might be for us later, I just have to do it for our own good future.. Time will tell.. But the most important thing: I LOVE U...
giving Up doesnt mean we r weak,sometimes it means we r strong enough to let go
MNGirl Scribbles 4:40 PM
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Saturday, March 15, 2008
Trial Camp for FOC 08/09
Im the Crew for this year's FOC. Somewhat miss my GL post but well, nothing last forever.. LoL! Quite a last minute thing i believe coz the camp is on Sunday 9th March and i only received the call from Davio on Friday 7th March. Had plans actually but it seems like I cannot NOT go for camps! Haha..
Supposed to book in at 3pm but I had a wedding invitation to attend and also I've promised to go for the IT Fair. SO in the end I booked in at 1030pm and thanks to dearest Fiza, Roy and Mun who waited for me since 7 or 8pm I think!
Being Crew is such a bore! I cant take it. Feel like things are not going our way. Furthermore with this Jeremy click. Im so not comfortable. But i'll try. There's still time to get to know each other before actual camp...
