Tired!! Have been going over to Bie's house to see him for the whole of last wk and few days ago. But for the love sake...im willing to do anything. Today is our 1 .5 Years Anniversary with my dearie. But we didnt meet!! Sad la actually but he is having a bad bad pain after goin through the 1st radiotherapy session. But u made me pissed off sey.. My worries about ur health and pain leads to the anger and therefore i just vented the anger to u when u were in pain at Maz's house. Do you know how my heart beats when Im at work and I heard ure in pain? Do you know how it feels when your love ones dont listen to you when they are advising you on something that will benefits you somehow? Do you know every drop of my tears for you means alot when you mentioned you were in pain? You said you wanted to concentrate on getting better in health but y are you so stubborn and want to do what u want?? I just hope and pray that Allah will lead you to the right path in life. Trust me, if your're gonna be stubborn, HE will be stubborn too in healing the pain that you're going through.. In order to GET, we need to GIVE.. Afterall, I LOVE U LOTS!! Work is another issue. Just got 2 coaching letter and my KPI's is being blocked for 2mths! WTH!I feel like quittingdue to: - im under paid - too many criteria to acheive KPI's - KPI's being block when mistakes was made (people makes mistakes man, there's a better way to "punish employees) - benefit suckS!(leave being controlled, shift allowance low) - must ask permission for nature calls (Im not kidding!) But I will need to pay 2mths or 3mths pay to them if the bond is broken. (Im tied to a 1 year bond) Now i know the reasons why no one wants to work there and now i know y the MIA. LOL!
