Itz been more that 1month since I've update my dead blog! But watever happens during tat period of tym was not tat important to share now. Will update it in my next post when im free!! I wonder when!
Now im just in no mood to study for Oral Comm paper which I will be taking in less than 24hrs time. And the best part is...i havent even start reading anything from the notes given! Great rite?!
I just cant take it anymore...Should i say that? ->I dont know...Maybe the sentence suits u better...I really dont know how to make things better. Things really dont go well for the both of us...Wat i did was due to the worries I had for you...And by doin wat i did was a good intention but itz bad for you. I understand you went so far till u beg me not to tell but I was damn worried and felt helpless...thatz y i did it.But itz ok...my intentions were'nt good enuf...Itz my mistake...Me and my big mouth!->like u'ved said...
I noticed that these few days your words towards me were harsh even before u told me. I admit that i dont dare to ask you coz u wouldnt do such a thing if i never hurt u. But i did hurt you.
I cannot be trusted anymore...and will nvr be! I hate myself!!! Y must i treat u this way...Im such a bad person...Haiz...I dont deserve you! Maybe wat u said to me is true...no use sharing our lives together anymore...You deserve someone better to lead your life...You said u dont wish to see me anymore! I really cant believe it! OMG! What's happening?!
How could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes... I've got no where to run...So I try to hold on to a time when nothing mattered. And I can't explain what happened. And I can't erase the things that I've done. No I can't ...
I just wanna express my deepest apology to you...I am sincere. I know my actions make you hate me more...I leave it to you to make your decision...Either to accept my apologies or to take a leave,away from me or give me another chance->fat hope!....coz i know im bad and whatever your decision's gonna be, im gonna accept it coz i know i deserve it....
"A fool is a person who makes the same mistake twice"...Im a FOOL!
