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Monday, February 01, 2010
The LADY is back!
27 days to 1 year anniversary for not blogging! This is the time for me to get the hands dancing on the keyboard. 1 year has passed since I blogged and it seems different though. I just feel that after expressing to my diary, I felt so much
better compared to just keeping it to myself. By keeping everything within
myself, the anger, frustrations and all the possible feelings builds up.
I just hope to let it out to my beloved blogged, not for the sympathy or being
boastful but its just a form of expressing the feeling that I had in me at the
moment. For those who chose to read, comments are welcomed but those who
read and have such "nasty" intentions, who cares!
Today is the 1st day of my 4th mth working as the CSR in SIA Call Centre. Really not a god start for the mth but one thing that makes me excited, im entiltled for 2.5 OIL and 2.5 Leave brought forward from 2009. I should be glad at least =)
Im so sleepy now. I'll get back to u my beloved diary soon to share the thoughts and feelings of me, myself and I!
MNGirl Scribbles 11:04 PM
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Get to leave early from work. Tot of accompanying Saiful coz itz been a while since I accompany him. So he fetched me from work around 230 and then he went to settle some stuffs. He went home to bathe and get changed. Fell asleep in the van while waiting for him. Then I realised that I am tired. *hehe* On the way back, we went to Yishun to his aunt's place to get some stuffs. Waited in the van. Mcm shy g2 sey nak naik. Then around 620pm he sent me home. I want to buke at home! *hehe*
This year our mission to get the house ready for raya 2-3 days before raya itself. But we didnt achieve that mission. But at least malam raye all were settled. =) Then at night, after did some last minutes touch up for the house, got ready to go Geylang. I want to do henna!!
This is the design. Like always haapened to me, the things that I wanted wont turn out like what I wanted. It was so crowded and I cant be bothered to choose the design. So I chose the same design like my sis. But it turn out so not nice! The lady la! The picture that she followed was on the left hand and my sis did on the left hand and so it turns out nice. But as for me, I choose to do on my right hand. But it turns out so not wat I wanted! Take a look at the design and spot the difference...
*the top hand is my hand and below is my sis's*
Can see the difference???
Well, there's always another time to try it.. So the next time i'll make sure the picture I chose is the same as which hand I want them to do on.. ;-)
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
Saiful fetched me from work and we went to buke at Simpang Bedok. Then we headed to Suntec. Saw the F1 Race while on the bike. That was a loud sound!
Went to Apparel Sale at Suntec Convention. Dear bought 1 Levis Jeans and a top. The price was really discounted. Damn cheap! Thanks to Faizal. He was the informer. LOL!
Feeling happy coz get to spend the say with U. Which means not meeting up for the next 6-7 days. *sad*... But thanks for the day baby!
MNGirl Scribbles 11:28 AM
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Updates..
Went to Arnold to break fast with The Jellies. Was great outing. Havent been goin out with then for quite some time. I miss them loads! Looking forward for raya-ing with them. *Peeps, i really cant make it on the 18th. Seriously...* Looking forward having board games session with them!!!
*Fiza!! I grabbed the pics from U!!*
MNGirl Scribbles 11:10 AM
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
I received this message from 2 different people.
"A woman has strengths that can amaze men. She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens. She holds happiness, love and opinions. She smiles when she feels like screaming. She sings when she feels like crying and laugh when she's afraid. Her love is unconditional! There's only one thing with her, she sometimes forgets what she is worth..."
"The value of a woman Beatifully said:
Be careful if you make a woman cry coz God counts her tears. A woman came out of a man's rib not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior over but from his side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected and next to the heart to be loved."
But why do men dont see their efforts? Why doesnt they see their devotions? Why do they make them tear? Especially their love ones?
How do you value a woman? Firstly, do you know the value of a woman? Would guys protect their pride? Save them from getting hurt? I wonder how many will do...
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Had some misunderstanding with Saiful. When two people get together, means there's two minds trying to combine into 1. Trying to adapt with the situation and trying to understand each other's feelings. Time to time again, I believe itz just the matter of time...
Thanks to Nur and XiuPing who had let me confided in them.. Nvr did I imagine that I would rolled that tears of mine in the office.. But I just did... Anyways, that sharing sessions was great. I just hope both of you will find your happiness soon.. XiuPing, please dont cry anymore coz right now, your feelings are playing around with you. Dont let ur emotions control you... Nur, be firm with you decisions. Dont let that feeling of your overcome you...
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Went back straight to Downtown East to buy movie tix. Dear owe me a movie! I wanted to watch 4Bia.. But we eneded up watching Mirrors coz Dear's fren said nice. N yeah...so we watched that instead. Break- fast in the movie. We had just hotdog bun and nachos. Well well, itz the 1st time we break our fast in the movie and when itz nearly time break-fast, Dear took a sip of that coke! He totally forgot that he's fasting. Lol! Luckiy he didnt swallow if not it will be a waste.
After movie, went to get some food as my baby was hungry. Then headed to lepak at bedok reservoir with Azmi, Ezzat and Khairul. Met Ell there.
Dear sent me home using Khairul's car. Went to get his supper 1st then sent me home. Sat at the carpark for awhile coz i "merajok" becoz of some things. *hehe*
MNGirl Scribbles 11:52 PM
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
Dear came to my house without telling me! I havent bathe!!! haha.. thanks for that lil surprise sayang.. Eventhough I was shocked + shy but you made my day =) But im sorry for being mad at you coz you didnt inform me you were out. I wasnt aware of ur real intentions for doing that.. Really appreciate ur effort for giving me that lil surprise...
Well, friday outing with those testers was cool! I was expecting the rest to join la but they had they plans so left only me Nur Xiuping Yukun Eric and Minghui. Jason, Xiuping's and minghui's fren joined us later during pool.
Didint get to eat at Ayam Penyet Ria coz it was fully booked. Should have called up for booking man.. So we had dinner at Mac. Lol! Nur claims that Lucky Plaza's Mac taste better. *roll eyes*
Ouh Ya! Fyi our lil missy fell! I think she was so excited over Jason who came over to join us. Overall, that outing was cool! Im looking forward to the next outing.
*Psst..I hope this friendship wont end just because we're just interns for a few months there...Keep in touch peeps! ;-)*
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Saturday, September 20, 2008
Went out alone today. Itz been quite sometime since I had bus rides! Long bus rides. It just made me feel relax. That moment of sitting in the bus alone, enjoying the scenery while listening to my ipod was very relaxing. My handphone still in my hands..Waiting patiently for ur call/msgs.. Itz 2plus in the afternoon but I havent hear from you.
Decided to go to East Coast to chill. Enjoy the breeze of air, hearing the sound of the waves somehow made me felt relieve. Free from thinking about whats bothering me. Not only about you..
Met this lady who came up to me to talk. She kinda friendly.. While talking, it started to rain. She asked tme to go over to her tent to chat. Met her husband. Yeah some things that i wouldnt want to describe about that day about that couple.
Dear finally messaged me and he was somehow angry that I was with them. He told me to walk off from there and he'll meet me. *I like the meeting part..hehe..* I believe he was worried for me. *I know U love me..=)*
Brought me to Vivo to walk around and break-fast at banquet. Bumped into Hashim and all the union gang. They were from Challengers outing. Well well...how come I didnt know??
After Vivo, Dear brought me to Airport and we sat at Polar cakes. He's craving for cakes!! Lol!
Took some shots of him.. Cool! hehe..
I really enjoyed myself dear.. Thanks for the day =)
P/S: Thanks to those who have entertained me when I was down..
MNGirl Scribbles 11:42 PM
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
While I was blog-hopping, I saw this..
TELL ME, HOW MANY GUYS WOULD ACTUALLY DO ALL THIS, SINCERELY.
COME ON! OWN UP!
When she walks away from you mad[ follow her ]
When she stares at your mouth[ smile...then kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you[ hug her tight ]
When she starts cursing at you[ say i love you ]
When she's quiet[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]
When she ignores you[ act cute so she'll notice you ]
When she pulls away[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst[ tell her you love her and she still looks amazing ]
When you see her start crying[hold her...ask her what's wrong]
When you see her walking[ approach her..give a kiss on the cheek. ]
When she's scared[assure her you're not goin to leave her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder[ tilt your head too and hold her hand ]
When she steals your favorite hat[ let her keep it]
When she teases you[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you[ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands[ Hold hers and play with herfingers ]
When she bumps into you[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes[ dont look away until she does ]
When she misses you[ she's HURTING inside ]
WHEN YOU BREAK HER HEART[ THE PAIN NEVER REALLY GO AWAY ]
When she says its over[ she STILL wants you to be hers ]
When she repost this bulletin[ she wants you to read it ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie/show with her even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world. (ya right !)
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
MNGirl Scribbles 11:26 AM
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Went home straight after work. Saiful went to JB with his other 2 frens. Quite worried for him though. I hope he's fine there. They went there to do raya shopping..*so makcik sey*.. Rushed home as break-fast was near... Even by leaving work at 530pm dont do anything much. I reached home just on time for buke. Cant even rest awhile.
Itz been quite sometime me being at home this early.. At times I enjoyed myself being at home. When there's nothing to worry and when everybody seems pretty calm...
Today I just feel weird. Suddenly I think about my late grandma. This 25th Sept will be exactly 1year she left us. I dunno why but she's always in my thoughts..and lately itz every now and then.. Is it because I miss her? Is it because she around me without me knowing? Yes..I missed her lots. Many things about her made me smile eventhough when she' angry. She pampered me lots. Real lots.. Im just sad that I couldnt get to hear what she wanted to say during her few days before she left. She wasnt that strong to communicate 2months before she left. And within that 2months, she was in and out from the hospital. I knew she was in pain.
Everytime I visited her be it at home or hospital, im glad that she still recognize me. She knew I was there beside her. I missed the moment when she holds my hand thight everytime I visited her. N that kisses that she gave me..really touched me. She made herself strong to even hold my hands thight. 3days before she left, she called for me. She grabs my hands and wanted to say/tell me something.. But she couldnt even say it out.. I wasnt that strong to even recall that moment. I just gave her a kiss and hugged her. That was the last.. But im still wondering what is it that she's trying to tell me.. If I were to know it, I promised that i'll fulfill it.. For my beloved grandma.
My late uncle is also on my mind. He passed away exactly 2weeks after my grandma.. I pray for the best of both souls.. N i hope they rest in peace after all the sufferrings they've went through...
MNGirl Scribbles 11:52 PM
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Went to buke at Simpang bedok with Saiful.. I enjoyed that moment of us together. Just by us sitting down and eat, makes me happy. =) Went back to his home to get his soccer stuffs and he uses the van. Went to Pasir Ris park for awhile and had some talk. Dear sent me home at 930pm and then he went for soccer at East Coast.
My working hours might change to 8pm-530am. *bleargh* N my location might varies. YCK (office) or Tanjong Pagar (client). I just feel like taking up the offer because it will only last during my attachment period (3weeks more) but there are a few factors to consider if I were to work night shift..
- no extra pay
- fasting month: break-fast will be a rush.. no proper sahur
- raya preparation: how to help to clean up and all??
- raya coming: will work on raya eve and will only reach home morning of hari raya
- cant go dating with dear at night
- no outing with peeps
- no phone calls with dear
So should I or not?? *thinking*
Took some pics again with my crazy collegues..
Isnt that tongue cool?? I find it weird!!
MNGirl Scribbles 3:53 PM
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Break- fast at Kampong Chai Chee Restaurant yesterday. Reached early. So Dear went to the bike shop nearby. I didnt know that he wanted to change his bike until I heard his converstaion with the salesman. I thought he was only surveying the bikes there. He had a good offer but yet cant decide. That salesman gave him a day to think about it.
I dun think itz advisable for him to change his bike now. Itz not really a need to fork out extra every month with current condition now. There are so many important things to settle right now. I dun mind any transportation as long we meet each other..*wink* I hope you make a good decision after we disscussed..
His fren Wan and wife wanted to give us a treat but im not sure wats the ocassion. We had Beef Beansprouts, Ikan Siakap 3 Rasa, Seafood Kailan, Shark Fins "Shop", Thai Chicken and Black Pepper Prawn with Fried Rice/ White Rice. That was a goody good meal!
Headed to Pasir Ris for bowl. Had 2 games and then dear sent me home. Im Late!! Itz 1130pm already!!!
MNGirl Scribbles 12:25 PM
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